I sat and cried and cried the whole day today. I was terribly depressed the whole day.
I know my family would come after me 1 day or the other. Then I thought about the people in this country and they will never give up their false beliefs, prejudices, narrow mindedness and will instead brand mentally ill to those who do not match their mentality.
I do love this country but I think I have had enough. I am 32 and not getting any younger. I have only a few years of productive life left. Yes I do have DD and extreme anxiety but I believe the place is not helping me. My belief system (Buddhism) is vastly different from the Brahmanism/Hinduism in this country and people dont like me following that.
This is it, I cant take any more risks. I will seek employment in any goddamned country but mine. I am stuck in a problem and cant leave the country now but it should be sorted out in the next few months.
In the meanwhile, I’ll start contacting agencies and brokers that help me immigrate to any other country. Will start it tomorrow. I have decided now folks and friends.