i think my list is just a rough example of a ‘so called’ social ladder and it can be flexible,
my dad is the same really but i hate what alcohol has done to him. their are lots of variables when trying to work out a social ladder pecking order and it is so hard to fathom,
i think if you are a combination of a few things like say if you were a sz and an alcoholic or drug addict and then you clean up your act and ddrop the alcohol and the drugs that you are climbing that ladder just by doing that, like i believe that when i stopped smoking i did it as well,
i dont know what the actual pecking order is in this life but i do not want to believe what i have been told that people with sz are at the very bottom because that just makes me feel worthless.