I thought we already hashed this out @saurav1. I’ve been off of meds a few times and it was disaster. I don’t want to take chances. I don’t know how many out here are all pro-meds, but those of us who are, have learned from experience.
I need my meds. The few times I went med free I ended up in worse shape then before.
There are some people who take meds… get better… go to therapy… have a support network in place and then work with a doc to taper the meds down…
so far… that’s not me.
You have to start somewhere… at least maybe talk to a doc and see what your options are.
I hate being on meds. If I could function without them I would in a heartbeat. But my reality is that without meds, I’ll just end up back in the hospital. So I stay on them because it’s worth it.
Yes I’m really schizoaffective, with PTSD. I’m pro meds because I’ve seen what sz and sza are like without meds because of my dad and his sister. They both are extremely paranoid and my aunt’s kids want.nothing to do with her.
I don’t like being on meds, but it’s my only option. Without them I cannot distinguish reality. I hallucinate what others say, things that happen.
So, in my particular situation, I rather live with the problems of side effects than without the sense of reality.
I also thought about big-pharma and the money they make out of people’s suffering, and didn’t want to be a guinea pig, said so multiple times. When the delusions passed, and I was able to get insight into my illness that became secondary. There are better meds coming also. Things are evolving and looking better. When risperdal first came out about 12 years ago it was revolutionary, now there are better meds out there already…
And yeah, thinking we’re all pharma people is a delusion. We’re just like you, some of us went through what you are going through.
My brother is bipolar ADHD and autistic. He too refuses meds. But that’s because most of childhood and teenage years were spent in a fog due to so many meds.