You are letting them psyche you out. You need to realize even if they are real they are the problem, not you, and that they are still not as big and powerful as they want you to think they are.
Yeah dude, I just need to get a life. It’s just so persistent.
I’ve got music to relax and distract me.
Thanks for being supportive guys.
Tears will swallow you, you’ll be seen right through. Stay behind bullet proof glass.
Well that has all kind of blown over after a couple hours of isolation. I’m getting no messages now. Mind is clean again. People are toxic to me.
Funny, I used to seriously think that the next stage in human evolution was telepathy. Only the more evolved people could do it, and I was one of them.
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In my mind most everyone else is telepathic and they are trying to get the non telepathic people to kill themselves or not reproduce by giving them schizophrenia. It’s pretty much horse ■■■■.
sorry to hear you’re not doing too well hunni. and i know how real they sound. just the other day my voices did impressions of my late husbands two best friends for about 45 minutes. they were spot on, couldn’t tell the difference between them and the real thing and if i allowed it to, they would’ve just carried on for days, weeks maybe but i just ignored them or if i did speak to them, i told them their impressions were rubbish. these were relatively new voices and i know they’ll be back but i and you have to remain strong and try to ignore them. don’t give them an inch because they are only your mind turned against you. you don’t need to feed them. i tend to call them all jayne sometimes…first they laugh then they get irritated and that makes me smile 
it’s almost as if, when i hear someone new, the voices listen and a few days or weeks later, voila…a new voice appears that’s completely spot on, the same as what i’ve been hearing but as i know that the real people are not telepathic, i know they are not real even though they are self aware, have their own identities and seem to one minute hate me and the next want to help…i’m like wtf!! just remember they are not real hunni. x
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Thanks again Jayne. It’s nice to see your picture a face to the name.
@Daimon much as i like you, you are feeding bryan’s delusion of telepathy and i would kindly ask you to stop forthwith.
thanks hun. not the best photo lol but it’s the most recent anyway…i think i was actually drunk at the time…hmmmm must stop these lounge parties!!
I think it’s a great picture.
This illness is such a roller coaster.
aww thanks hunni <3
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yes it is and the trick is to ride it but i know that’s not always possible. afterall, delusions would not be called such if we were always able to rationalise them. i’ve been way out there about 4 or 5 times with various obscurities filling my mind. i didn’t always believe wholeheartedly in them but i did think “what if?” many times…the ones i did fall for were the telepathy ones but you knoe i think that if i didn’t already have a baseline of belief in such things then it wouldn’t have worked but now, years later after much reading and researching the possibilities i no longer believe in such things. i’m now more into the psychology of those former beliefs and the psychology of intregration disorders, however they are gained, either through drug use or abuse or simply organic brain disorders. x
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Sometimes I see glimpses of my old self and glimpses of a normal life. I just didn’t see any of that today. I’ve kind of slid backwards a bit even though my voices are quieter then ever.
I got my hopes up and tried to rush things. Recovery from this is very gradual. The disappointment was so stressful I really lost it. Gotta stay calm and in control that’s when I feel the most like myself. When I do that the messages are almost positive. Yeah get to see a really ■■■■■■ up side of life with this illness.
Glad your a champ Jayne really gives me hope that I can live a normal life.
you’re still in there hunni…just kind of mixed in with the new you too. the thing you have to remember is that this is lifelong. there are many different approaches that have worked for different people. be it minocycline anti biotics, aspirin, raw vegan diet, wheat free diet, dairy free diet…if yours is inflammatory in nature one or all of these things could work for you. i am slowly building up to trying the wheat free diet but it’s costing a ortune so i have to collect the cupboard staples first, like stock cubes, gravy, pasta sauces, etc. you’d be amazed at how many foodstuffs wheat is in and it’s going to be very difficult to eliminate it from my diet but hell, i’ll give anything a go for a few months, just to see if it works or not. x
Yeah. I don’t want to go gluten free. Lifelong that’s a big word. Scary even. Gotta be realistic I guess.
don’t blame you…a simple loaf of bread is about $4.50 in your money. there are many things to try so don’t give up hope. just think, they mapped the human gnome in 10 years. give it another 10 years and who knows what may be possible with gene therapy…or neuron therapy by then. hang in there hunni. you’ll get through it i promise x