Tapering meds

I’m tapering off zoloft and onto lamictal. My moods are insane! Irritable, crying, bitchy. I’m really having a tough time. What’s the point? The ssri made me numb, so is this what I’m really like? My baseline?

I don’t think that’s “how you’re like”, those are emotions and come probably from tapering with the meds.

My bf is a saint, I don’t know how he’s putting up with me. I can’t stand to be touched lately, we haven’t had sex in a month. I don’t want to touch him either. I feel like a sexless blob.