Talking to myself

I live alone and find myself talking out loud to myself and to the voices. The voices tell me that cameras are watching me and that they are watching me. I talk to the " cameras" I started doing this when I went to prison for two months. I talk to the voices and they say they come visit me in my sleep. They say if we meet in real life we will get in trouble by the cops but they say one day we will be together and have stopped me from getting a real boyfriend. I finally have a real date coming after Christmas and the voices both male are mad and jealous. There is also a mean female voice that is one of the voices ex girlfriend. They say she will go away in a year and to wait for them but I feel like I got to move on. I think all of this stuff is a delusion but I can not get it to go away. Maybe I need counseling. Do you think this is a delusion?

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Yes, these voices don’t exist.

Well @JadeSmith143, this is uncontrolled behavior. But I have different question, Do it is allowed in prison to take antipsycotic tablets. I will soon go to prison due to my activity. I think. But let see.

Yes there is a hospital in the prison called the imfirmary and they will give you medicine but I refused to take the medicine.

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No in India it is not possible. If I will go to prison than they directly transport me to mental hospital jail.

You should take the medicine.

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Yes, I think these are delusions and that you are also having auditory hallucinations. Dont listen to the voices. Sounds like meds might help you. I used to talk to my voices too. I also thought I was bugged and talked to those i thought were bugging me.

I started taking medicine when I got out. But I am still traumatized. I have also thought I was bugged before. But how can someone get in my house. I live a simple life and private. But then I think no one else cares. That’s y I love this forum.

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