Today is the Radiohead concert. My friends and their issues with each other trew me over the edge and I couldn’t handle it, the idea of going to a crowded environment with them is triggering the worst anxiety attack I’ve had in months. I already took a benzo, waiting for it to work.
Started the voices with their own voices saying nonsense things, then I started getting dizzy and weird, couldn’t breathe.
I’m out of Zyprexa, so I’m going to wait it out and maybe go to sleep early.
I bailed on the concert. You guys were right, I couldn’t handle it. At least now I know my limits.
I’m sorry it didn’t work out. I hope you’re feeling better.
It’s not a bad thing to push against your limits, as long as you recognize when it’s too much, like you did today. I’m impressed that you went, and impressed that you left when you needed to.
I’m feeling better, once I decided not to go I went and had a big piece of chocolate cake with some iced tea And the news that I’m getting Flash tomorrow really cheered me up! My friend Leo was awesome as always, offered to stay with me but I told her to go to the concerts, as she really wanted to go. My friend Sara made it all about herself and eventually I ignored her texts.
Dang. Big Hugs @Minnii . i am glad youre safe and learned a current limit for you. ive given myself boundaries throughout my life too… i wouldnt hang with my dad if he was drinking hard alc… and i ended up mostly gigging alc free events…
I hope that @Minnii understands that immediately after getting the new kitten home and comfortably situated, the next order of business is to take photos and post them here on the forum.
I’m just venting. We all have bad days
And the news that I’m getting Flash tomorrow really cheered me up! My friend Leo was awesome as always, offered to stay with me but I told her to go to the concerts, as she really wanted to go. My friend Sara made it all about herself and eventually I ignored her texts.
