When I get manic I apply for credit cards and spend spend spend. Now I have to pay minimum due on most cards. Have a few clear. Thankfully mania stopped before I could max them all out. I am in debt up to my eyeballs. Raising 4 kids is costly. Two who work help out some. I’m not sure what I’m going to do . I’m okay til April I figure but then life will be hell. My rent is atrocious but there’s 5 of us so we can’t fit in a tiny apartment. I hate the thought of moving. This place is home. We’ve been here almost 5 years. I get sick just thinking about it. I want to make sure my kids have what they need but it’s getting increasingly hard. Thinking about bankruptcy. What an awful solution.