The topic of suicide is so upsetting to me, especially because I have had my attempts. I just don’t know if mine were serious:
I took Xanax and alcohol but was out in public but still thought I might die. I ended up in the ICU.
I cut my neck
I tried drowning myself in the lake but police came before I did it and I was scared to do it once I started.
I feel like my attempts were not serious enough. And I feel like stupid.