Suicide the topic

The topic of suicide is so upsetting to me, especially because I have had my attempts. I just don’t know if mine were serious:

I took Xanax and alcohol but was out in public but still thought I might die. I ended up in the ICU.
I cut my neck
I tried drowning myself in the lake but police came before I did it and I was scared to do it once I started.

I feel like my attempts were not serious enough. And I feel like stupid.

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Oh no! I’m so sorry. I’ve come close before, but I always self-abort at the last second. I do have a pretty wicked scar on my arm tho

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Does self-abort mean you stop yourself?

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Yes. That’s what my pdoc called it

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if you did attempts it’s serious though…
but you are not stupid… i know how it feels when you feel like it’s all too much.

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I made one serious attempt and another self aborting attempt.

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I have made several attempt almost succeed in all of them…

You shouldn’t feel stupid. Those are serious attempts. People are too impulsive when they’re young. I don’t think you really know if you want to die.

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I’ve made a couple of attempts, they were serious in intent but I was caught fairly early in both so thankfully no serious outcome.

If you’ve made attempts, they will always be serious. You should not feel silly. Please don’t make any further attempts. Please talk to you pdoc.

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