You should always seek help for suicidal thoughts and behavior. If you think you might actually hurt yourself, you should go straight to the hospital. If you aren’t in immediate danger, you should call your doctor and set up an appointment as soon as you can. Tell them you’re feeling suicidal, but you’re not an immediate danger to yourself. It is never okay to suffer alone.
@anon20318121 it is possible that your medication(s) aren’t working.
I can’t live at all without medications.
Not at all.
On olanzapine 10 mg I’m fine.
I am still low functioning but I can live in peace.
I am going to remain on this medication, regardless of any side effects until a cure or until my death,
whichever comes first.
It could be the Olanzapine. Sometimes if an AP doesn’t suit you it can give you suicidal ideation. I don’t know though. I’m not a doctor.
I had suicidal ideation on 5mg abilify which went away on 10mg. I had suicidal ideation on respirdal too. I had suicidal ideation on zyban (an antidepressant).
But suicidal ideation is definetely something to be reported to your doctor.
You should probably call and report your symptoms as soon as you can. Preferably today. Your doctor may want to see you sooner, or might be able to call in a med adjustment for you. A few weeks is a long time to wait when you want to die.
Please , @anon20318121 dont do it … i have dreams with you, but never send me a pic. Also favourite member of this forum. Really appreciate you and even wanna see one day and spend some time . U r amazing for me.
I’m glad you’re feeling better, but you don’t have to worry about making a scene. Your doctor gets paid to treat you. Calling him isn’t making a scene. It’s just making sure he has enough information to do his job.