This is messing me up a lot. I’ve always had issues being able to write, like my hand muscles just don’t work right. If I’m typing or writing they’ll spasm and I’ll mess up, ur I’m getting better now because I don’t have to write much in this day and age.
But a reading problem has been starting to arise. I noticed it in 6 or 7th grade. Some words looked different on posters and the numbers in the clock would change. Now, even on this site when I’m reading things, the words are mixed or they shift and change, or ivcant pronounce them in my head no matter how simple, and I get weird mad up words and sometimes hidden messages like sex, killing, etc. It only shows up physically when I talk nonsense. I’ll ask what that says and people will look at me funny but will tell me anyways, or when I’m trying to have a convo and my speaking is like a toddlers in the sense I speak like “he maked it, I want pie”. Or I stutter. Always had a speaking issue but it was very minimle. Now, it’s HORRIBLE! My tongue just doesn’t want to work. I can’t pronounce words correctly and it comes out weird and I’m sometimes made fun of it, or I stutter or repeat words three or less times. I just can’t seem to think. Even when I’m thinking well I still stutter.