I can’t stop hearing my old first sgt. Author Barlow.when I was being medboarded out of the army. He said” it’s not your fault, you never should have been here to begin with. But here you are, a waste of resources. And it’s the job of every responsible person to eliminate waste. So, go home and be responsible for yourself.” I want this loop to go away. Maybe if I talk about it it might lessen a bit or fade away. I’ve never told anyone about this before. It’s just festered in my mind for years.
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Jeez what a ■■■■■■ up thing to say to someone. Are you in therapy? I would talk to a therapist about this. Something like this can run deep.
Do you feel any better having gotten it out of your head and written down.
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I never said it wrote it before. I’m looking for a therapist. I just got evicted and moved so everything Is in flux. I’ve always hid this because I was ashamed of the power these words had on me.
Wishing you the best of luck with finding a therapist. Hope you find one that you jive with sooner than later. Sorry to hear about your eviction:/
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