They bother me because they like my energy, they say it “tastes good” or at least that’s how I’m translating it. So that’s left me questioning are all souls tasty, like a delicacy? Or are some souls tastier than others? What makes some souls tastier than others if that’s the case? Is it because of my mental illness thus powerful/wide range & frequency of negative emotion? Or more complex reasons? It’s taken me years just to come to the conclusion that that attack me because I “taste” (for lack of a better term) good to them.
They’ve been aggressive recently. The other day I was held captive in the nonphysical for some time by one, and today I had a similar experience with 2, one which had the head of an elephant, I can’t remember what the other one looked like. However they had trouble feeding off me and were confused and upset by it which was intriguing to me, was I being protected somehow? By Father? I had attempted a half hearted purification ritual beforehand though didn’t expect any actual results.
Anyways what I need to focus on now is overcoming the brainwashing they put me through. I had gotten really strong and clever at dealing with their attacks and evading capture until the brainwashing which was orchestrated by one or more particularly wily and nasty entities which trained me into a learned helplessness response when faced with adversity/danger. Overcoming brainwashing is easier said than done. I don’t imagine my therapist will be too helpful in the manner 
I have to rely on Father to help keep me safe while I refine my abilities and refind myself. Feeling restless and unhappy. On top of all this dealing with this stupid physical world and my mundane classes and job. Just getting this all out of my head.
Most humans don’t have a clue.