Hi, it’s been a long time since my last visit. Hope you all are fine.
A week ago I was very depressed, suicidal, took some opium, snorted a gram of heroine and was a wreck. The day after I contacted my Pdoc and asked for Vraylar, I got it instantly instead of my Olanzapine. I began my opioid maintenance therapy again (suboxone).
The day after i noticed that my otherwise chronic sadness was replaced by af mild melancholy, and the suicidal ideation was gone. The only side effect was nausea and a bit of insomnia.
Today I was at the dentist. He said my teeths were ruined by medicine. When I was young I took some medicine that caused teeth grinding. It will cost about 23.000 dollars to get them fixed (not to mention the pain, time and so on)
If it had happened a week ago, i dont know how i would react, but today it increased my stamina. I want to get it fixed, one way or another, and contacted several people about advice, and most importantly - I didn’t relapse into drugs again. I dont need that sh*t anymore, and the next step is to stop my suboxone.
Take care out there.