I am starting to get manic a little now and Paranoid thinking people are out to get me by laughing at me when I am around and talking bad about me. Also starting to have some Evil Thoughts of hurting the ones I am thinking are laughing at me never would I act on these thoughts but still scary stuff to even think it. I think having my heart procedure and getting angry and anxious at the time triggered my anxiety as well I am also having. I will let my Dr know when I see her in the meantime may take an extra Abilify taking 10 mg at the moment but have some 20s from when I needed them the last time. Just had to get this off my chest sometimes it helps me to talk about these kinds of things to set my mind at ease somewhat. I got triggered when I had my procedure probably didn’t help my mental state when the nurse started asking a bunch of questions that’s what triggered it some will most likely take the Nurses side and I don’t care to me it seemed she was badgering me when I was already panicking and having anxiety due to stress having a procedure is no chore for me like some people are used to going to the hospital first time I was there in a while and get that from her ok rant over its done and over with just wanted to vent ok I feel better now thanks for listening everyone lol.
Talk to your doctor or call emergency services, they can help you.
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I will be fine I just have to increase my Abilify from 10 to 20 per my Nurse Pratitioners orders from last time I was there and I should start feeling better and more stable in my mood and my thoughts right now going to try and get some sleep
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