When you look at the sun it should make you squint and tear up but sometimes when I look at the sun I am able to stare at it straight away. It’s so weird. I stared at the sun everyday for a month when I was in hospital. Lucky I’m not blind. I did it again a few weeks ago and again yesterday. I bet ancient pagans and sun worshippers did it too. I feel like the sun has something to do with me being God. Like I’m the light, sound and heat of the universe vs the darkness, silence and cold
of the universe.
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You said it ! I’d definitely quit doing that !
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What the heck.
Don’t stare at the sun!
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When my decisions started the voices where saying I was the sun and looked it up and it said that Jesus was the sun and then I started to think I was God. Then now the voices say that I was the sun but I smoked ciggs and that made me lose the game and they say I would have been a king and was chosen on my planet to be a king or go to hell forever but no they say I’m going to hell forever for ciggs. They say that all I had to do was quit for a day but I couldn’t and been smoking for 2 years strait. They say that the illuminati is god and the light is evil and tortures every thing after it dies
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Well if you are going down that path read about the higher self ask am I the spirit am I the voices or are they seperate from me where are they from can they be trusted am I going to listen to these ass holes
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Yeah my voices say they are god and can kill me any time they want
don’t stare at the sun…my first encounter with a schizophrenic was that he was semi stable unless he drank and he dated my mom while she was seperated…last time I saw him he was naked and staring at the sun on top of his car across the street from where we were visiting after my dad got back with my mom…we rushed in the house even though he screamed my mom’s name when we pulled up. took about six cops to get him in the cop car…
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Dont believe them tell them to get ■■■■■■■
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@Jesse25 Yeah man ■■■■ those voices, they don’t own you.
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When I was prodromal. I used to “feel” the sun and be strongly connected to it. Was a bit strange.
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Sun is a spotlight in the truman
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Haha, it’s not bro.
When I am grandiose, I also have feelings and thoughts about the sun
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Yeah they say they do and punish me for everything but I tell them they are not my gods and masters and punish me more
Take meds!!! 155554
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