Ok, i try to land on earth healthier and happier but now i have this new fear - that ill die… I somatize a lot in my illness. Now i have pain in my heart, very strong weakness in my legs and headaches and i am just dumb in my head, not high at all if you see… I hope its just an anxiety that i have, but i was afraid of dying today because of all these pains 
. Is it common to somatize so much in sz? I wanted just to lay down today… I took my meds now, its a bit better i find… But i dont really understand why i somatize so much, grrh…
Kisses to all!
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Hey. You’re alright. I see a lot of your posts are filled with self doubt. But you’re okay on the inside. Really! 
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I totally somatize. So I hear you. My first intake I said I was dead. You are or alone. Hang in there.x
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I guess its me who is doing all this somatization now… Is it normal? I am more out of my head,at least I try, but I am still lost cause now I have all this suffering in my body 
… I suck wow… Is it a natural need to go through somatization? hah… I am not sure theres meds for this. I find only benzos relieve my pains… My mother said I wont die, so I calmed down on this 
. Otherwise, theres nothing new here… I wonder if I watch the movie ‘‘angel baby’’ on youtube. But its in English, not my language… I sleep too much too, don’t go out, so its bad for my psyche and my body, that’s sure…
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I was feeling bad again today. I was so dead for years that now I am quite fragile… I thought again that I can die. Tell me theres no reason to die so easily like this. Otherwise yes I try to connect with the reality but I have many psychosomatic symptoms now. headaches, difficulty breathing etc etc. I raised my Zyprexa in fact, but its not that that will pull me out of the illness I find.
Hugs to all of you
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Anna try to divert ur mind man…!! Watch television read magazine…play computer games if u have it will also enhace ur cognitive ability… u shouldve ask about rispridal tho i am not forcing u anna… i know its hard to switch antipsychotic…!!! Take care princess…kisses and hugs…
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what dose zyprexa u on now anna??
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7,5 mg wallafish. I was on 5 mg before.
I hope it works for you.
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Could you get pen and paper and write it all down
Yes I have felt scared I will die or something bad will happen
I also have irritability a lot
It’s a very tough life
You are still young
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Its just a fear, shellys, isn’t it? But I somatize a lot and its scary now. Ill need benzos too now apart from the aps… Were you feeling bad physically when you were scared of dying? I hope its just an anxiety…
yeap, I am young though . I have to do my disability now, that’s what is freaking me tbh…
Yes it is probably a fear a lot of people have I remember talking to psychologists about it and she said it’s not going to happen
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It’s something guaranteed to happen to everyone and anyone at some point
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I had very severe heart burnings and stomach burning, numbness of hands and legs and severe all-time headache,
Don’t be afraided, if where you are is winter, put on warm clothes and breathe deeply the icy air, it will decrease the heart pain, for headache try to have some warm tea with lots of sugar, you will not be dead, you have works to do yet,
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me, i always think my heart is stopping. I hate panic attacks.
They can be excruciatingly powerful and can render a soul useless
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You don’t suck, Anna1, not even a bit. You struggle. It probably is anxiety, but it wouldn’t hurt to get checked out by a doctor. This could alleviate some of the anxiety. I’ve had a ton of panic attacks similar to what you describe. hugs
Is it common to have fear of dying in anxiety? Wow… ok, I was dead for years, I didn’t care about myself and this fear is new to me now that I want to live… But I live so unhealthy now that I am afraid my body will give up. On the other hand, I am still young and I think nobody dies like this, there should be reason…I just suspect some important health issues now after my 16 years of isolation, but I guess its wrong cause I have nothing I think…
thank god, I calmed down now I think… I wonder if I am not worse after sleeping too much? The last night I slept for 24 hours people… Maybe it makes me dumb when I sleep so much like this and after that my energy is all messed up… I know not sleeping is bad for us sz, but how too much sleep affect us, do you have an idea?
I had it now again. Fear of dying… I eat the same thing since years, sometimes just once per day. I ignore my physical form… Maybe its just a depression the fear of dying? I was feeling weak also today. I took my meds now, hope they’ll calm me down…
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Hang in there. I think we all have that fear sometimes.