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Some songs from the heart

I post these songs because they remind me of a woman, if wish I’d been this sane and stable when we knew each other, I wish I could bring myself to apologize for acting like Adam Sandler while brushing my teeth because I’d lost all touch with who I was, for blowing adderall and going insane in her basement looking through her roommates stuff like it held clues to some great mystery. You put up with the great flood of tears, my breakdown after returning hastily from my cousins farm, I guess we left on the terms of agreeing to leave on good terms. I’m just more alone then ever now and need the friendships lost and gone by now more than I ever did then.

As a friend always.