Sounds alot like me in a crowded room.
This is the way I used to be when I was young. Now, I’m perfectly content being alone.
I’m a social person. I hate being alone.
I have had lonelines issues too. Lately I’ve been telling myself that even though I live on my own, I’m still part of a family, a friend circle, a work environment, a society. I just have to look out the window and realise that even though I’m in here alone, the world outside doesen’t seize to exist. I can leave my apartment any time and be a part of the world.