hey.
so i’ve lately been feeling really afraid to go into the public. not because i have paranoid thoughts or anything, but because i am afraid of what people think of me. i am constantly afraid to do anything when in big groups of people, because i might do something embarrasing. i also get the feeling that everyone is watching me, like i’m walking in a wierd irregular way or like i’m wearing a big green sombrero… so i was wondering if i have something like Social Anxiety or if it is normal schizophrenic behavior. it might just be normal behavior, as i am only 16 and still in the ‘‘worst’’ phase.
i also cannot sleep unless i check the mailbox before i go to sleep. but that’s just me being me.