If it makes you feel any better, when I was very symptomatic and homeless I basically went around raiding ashtrays (and bins) of stranger’s cigarette butts. I look back and I’m so disgusted.
I had a 5 cigarette a week habit in sixth grade, lol. Me and my friend used to steal his sisters cigarettes and smoke them.
The cigarettes used to go well with a nice mug of Coors beer that we stole from his fathers keg of beer that he kept in the garage.