i know my delusions isnt real… but its just a delusion. i know that every time when you or someone is communicating with someone they are building a “bond”. so my “inner circle” collapses very easily. so i forget who that person was. then i get OCD and dizzy. sometimes aggressive if more people walk in.
I personally work on my relationship with myself the most. Because if I don’t have a genuine relationship with myself I can not have a genuine relationship with others.