ive never really benefitted or felt good from nicotine. sometimes it is nice for a minute or so but i end up dizzy and lazy.
i want to quit because nicotine feels like ■■■■ to me and i know smoking is bad for health
the only thing is that i find it harder to stop this time. i broke my pack of cigs but the next day ended up smoking the half broken remains filterless and eventually am back to smoking full ones again. i wonder if there is something i can replace it with as its not worth feeling bad all the time just for a few minutes of doing something relaxing
i used to smoke alot of pot but it caused my psychosis to began, i think that is how i developed the habit but to me tobacco is bad in other ways and is limiting me in feeling normal