Curse this insomnia…also I forgot to make a doctor’s appointment, darn it…bah…anyways I was so exhausted I just completely slept through one of my classes today. I wasn’t able to fall asleep until around 7 am and I slept until 3 pm. What a mess. I only had time to finish half my homework for my class at 4 and barely had time to study for my quiz. I was having such intense dreams though, and the weird thing was every time I “woke up” I just woke up into yet another dream. And almost every time I “woke up” into the new dream I informed the people in my dream about what happened in the previous dream. So bizarre. When I finally managed to escape this cycle and wake up for real I was in a panic and was gasping for air. (I guess I got clogged up because of allergies) I was also absolutely exhausted but trying to fall back asleep lead to more panic as it sunk in that I could get trapped in another cycle like that. I did eventually fall back asleep though and just slept right through the day…
Another weird thing is I haven’t been getting hungry lately. I’ve been eating pretty much 1 meal a day for the past week with some snacks. And I only eat that because I know I should. It’s weird. Anyhow I had 7 dreams today and I remember them all vividly. Crazy stuff. Also I feel like I’ve reached a stalemate in therapy and don’t have much to talk about anymore. But historically I don’t do well when I don’t have regular therapy so I’m staying in it…not sure what to do. Anyways that’s all from me. Miserably rainy and cold where I am, hope the weather is nicer for all of you 