It feels like that’s just what I was born to do is sleep. My body craves sleep more than anything else it seems like. That’s why I really don’t like going on any meds w sedating effects because they never just last the night they last well into the next day too. It’s so so difficult. If I don’t take my modafinil I don’t function, I have no idea how I made it though college off that med.
Even now I feel so loopy despite getting a solid 8 hours sleep last night. It’s immensely frustrating. I go to sleep and just dream and dream, one vivid dream after the other. A voice was taunting me last night saying I put sleep above all else in my life including loved ones. I hate that deep down I feel it’s true. I’m arranging my whole lifestyle and future career around being able to sleep as much as possible for crying out loud.