Had three friends die of heroin od this year. At first I realize it’s important news but then now it sinks in they’re “gone”. They were so young too. One was my age 26 and another was 22… the 22 year old was a really good dude. The kid my age had his demons but the 22 yo had a lot lot of serenity. The girl was 28 or 29 but was the first person to make me feel human back when I felt so sick I felt subhuman. She treated everybody the same…no matter if ur a sz drug addict or a CEO with no issues. She was a kind soul. Gotta miss them. They’re gone now…
The 22 year old was sza. He was on Thorazine and doing well. But he always talked how he believed in heaven and he hopes there’s a better place than here. Hope he was correct and he find what he was looking for…I used to have the same thoughts when I was his age…glad I got past “hoping for heaven” and I think heaven is a place on earth now…too bad he couldn’t get to that stage.