I think I’m having another episode.
I can’t sit still and I’m terrified I’m losing it again . everything aroundme feels wrong and sickening and scary and I want out of my skin
But maybe it’s the meds?
Maybe this is normal and I’m not used to feeling this way or its a weird side effect or they’re not working or
I feel like all these meds have severely ■■■■■■ with my head over the years and maybe it’s beyond repair and I’m really not sure if I need help or not and even if I did I’d probably be incapable of asking for it