Who else is waiting for winter to end. I’m not depressed but I’m bored of the same old stuff over and over. Would like to go hiking, would like to take a class next semester. And today I think it’s time to volunteer lol been saying that forever but I really need it now. I think my paranoia is gone enough I can volunteer now and be eased in the mind.
I wanna pursue music but back up my years of practice with a bit of an Education in it, meanwhile enriching my life volunteering at the nature place.
That’s the plan. Tomorrow I will make the first step. Calling up the place.
Maybe a bachelor in sound design or sound engineering, that could help you improve your music! One of our trap stars took a bachelor on sound design and his beats are great…
Volunteer work is also valuable, being with people helps a lot on paranoia. These days I’ve been spending more time with my mates and it has been helping, although I still feel like crap when I’m alone at home…
I was thinking maybe English lol but sound design would be cool too. Maybe not even a major but like taking a poetry course here, a music production course here, a writing course there.
I have a few good buddies around in all different directions, were looking to see live music tonight but not much is going on.
Yeah I found the number for the volunteering so I’m gonna call it tomorrow
It can’t be a bad thing anymore. I’m no longer trAumatized too easily. Professors used to bully me and I’d fear them. Now I think I can be on an even level with them. Yeah with my delusions it makes it difficult to stay perfectly in a one track mind all the time, but yeah I’m gonna start over at a new school right near my apartment and it can’t be a bad thing. Thank you.
