I was just talking to my mom about what’s been happening lately, and I’m not sure if I should go back to the hospital or not. I don’t want them to think that I’m just attention seeking. I’m not hearing any voices right now, and I don’t want to hurt myself either
Still receiving visions
Still seeing people who aren’t there
Still seeing shadow people
Still getting pulled into other realities
Still receiving communications from God
Those flowers have human faces, freaky as ■■■■, sneering and glaring at me
People on the bus are talking about me
That statue is watching me
Ghosts are in my blood, disolving my brain, turning it into sludge
I need to cut to bleed out the ghosts
I need to cut to make sure I’m still waiting up in the correct reality
People say attention seeking like it’s a bad thing. Seeking attention, specifically medical attention, is what you are SUPPOSED to do when you are sick. If someone called the ambulance for a sprained ankle, would you criticize them for wasting resources and going to a doctor? I mean, sprains technically CAN heal on their own. But we know that proper medical intervention can lead to shorter recovery time, and fewer long-term complications.