meds aint working for me again…trying to fight this illness…I fear getting admitted to psych hospital as I had an awful stay there last September…voices kept telling me to humiliate myself, voices keep telling me to make humiliating narcissitic comments about myself eg on a scale OF 1 TO 10 HOW DO YOU RATE MY LOOKS, ID GIVE MYSELF AN 8,…I THINK I HAVE A BOD TO DIE FOR, GIRLS LOVE MY BOD
voices keep telling me to shout these sort of things out publicly in front of people…its so humiliating
Sometimes I get worried that I will start saying things that offend people. There was this one girl who came to our assisted living center who actually said things like you mentioned. She was pretty offensive about it. A guy blew up on her and drug her outside and tried to keep her there. That was pretty hard, but maybe she needed it.