These days my mom said to me that she doesn’t want to see my son because she doesn’t want to get too attached to him. SHe said that being SZ I could have a crisis and then my husband’s family would restrict her access to the kid, so she would rather not get emotionally attached to the kid. Her grandson.
My father didn’t even call back when I tried to reach him and tell him he’s a grand dad.
I feel lost. My older brother recently has had his daughter too, and my mom already got attached to her, after two months. No problem there.
My marriage, my son, my family life mean nothing to both of my parents, because I’m SZ and their other children aren’t.
I’m shocked. I didn’t even tell my husband why I’ve been so sad lately, he realised I won’t tell him and just tried to cheer me up. I have no one to talk to about this. It saddens me so much.