Heart palpitations surround conversations when I’m debating making ignorance an obligation
Vile penetration of those kissed peacefully with death, as hatred tears apart that soil burning swiftly through my veins
I didn’t ask to be here, yet still bliss I create
Orchestrate more deceitful lies, which feed my blazing eternity into a constellation far beyond the touch of language.
Who even whispered? Could my heartache pause for one brief spell to isolate me from reality? Or walls built solid, forged in blood, expansively the same? Unwinding haunting dreams through silent recognition was my calling from the void.
Employed and sanctified
unjustified,
for glutton,
War, nor greed
Whore bleed
Godspeed
Gods bleed
Not me
Surround seas, burn down trees, act like fleas
No counties have bounties for now she’s without peace
Find out?
Please
Please leave for she’s seized
uncanned peas demand fees
for no home means low C’s
until she’s been beat deep
Create? Beat?
Delete? Sweet
Concrete’s underneath
Forget storms
Rinse, repeat
Unfollowed by the ones who claimed to never set a path, led us towards this wrath combined with reckless sex and math. Stand back, please now, clap. Rounds of applause for sounds of guns and gauze unleashed from smoking maws right through his bra! His bra, not the one you saw but the one revealed by the lines they draw. To admit that they’re flawed may just question their God
“Pariah, sing for Thee”
Lost dreams, sweet symphonies.
Atmospheric pressure, lately weighing on me
I didn’t sign this contract
My signature’s been forged
This realm, Ive always walked
This earth, I’ve always scourged
Talk is cheap,
So I softly weep,
for my soul they keep,
between clenched up teeth,
Which disguise the key,
To my sense of being,
“Come, sit!” I plea,
Under shaking trees
When it’s hard to see,
And you can’t find me,
Look more quietly,
In the night I’ll be,
Waiting silently.
“Pariah, Sing with Thee”
I tried last night, you never waited for me.
I followed all of the prompts,
Dotted my eyes and crossed the T
It took me 22 years, to find a slight sense of me
“It does no justice to cry”
Who cares, I still love to try!
My anger fueled with my doubts
Under the weight of their shouts
Let’s meet them slightly more close
A message each one shall boast
Until no words can be spoke
Delusion set in: Mind broke
Chronologically speaking, I couldn’t tell you truth
I lost the flow and the ebs, with drops of rain flowing through
Deconstruct the warmth, grow deeper as time allows
Forgotten memories are all that’s haunting me now
The matter last week was death, it grew and stained that new blouse
New life, new strife, new blight, new height, no sight, foresight, left-right, stressed, bright, cant fight, might bite, until white, is spilled, right?
I built this sanctum alone. The trees become my keys. Prophecies preluding me prominently deconstruct a fee. which pays for me to grow, to be free, have a shred of glee inside of me for they decree that I will need an apple tree in order for me, to live successfully
I wish i could do all the things which I’ve said
Planting false thoughts, all false hopes in your head
I want to be the change, the light shining harshly onto the stars
I used to be a hero, an unseen hopeless God
I used to be the one who held the answers to the why
I used to be the who never had to question my
Ability to follow through with anything I wish
I held the keys, not fit for my castle. It crumbles every day. I felt the moonlight on my skin. It carried me away. I tried to say I couldn’t sway from my beliefs before. It left your heart broke open, cracked, and bleeding on the floor.
Still causing pain through spiteful rain
But oh it’s always poured. My rain leaves stains, it stings like acid. I cannot be helped. Im not capable
This clockwise pattern, upon the floor
It won’t stop spinning, won’t stop anymore
That clockwise pattern, upon the door
I know what it means, it means I’m a whore
That clockwise pattern, what could it mean?
following me, swallowing me, making me gleam
That clockwise patterns, upon the floor
It never stops spinning, I can’t take anymore
