I most recently discovered why they make me look at certain times.
Like 444, 444/666= .66666666666
or 1111, 1111/33= 33.6666666666
or 616, 666/108=6.16666666666
or 911, 911/3=303.666666666666
or 555, 555/3= 61.6666666666, 555/6/6=15.4166666666
I wish i was sick at this point, but there isn’t anyway that you see an alien and start looking at these times if you are sick, the fact that it was halloween made it even creepier.
Can’t keep doing this.
Because there is billions of combinations in everyones DNA. Then Everything that happened around you affected your thinking to change. Usually just a little bit. So thinking you can completely understand a person is impossible. And likely we can’t understand ourselves either.
I discovered a new favorite food for my salamander. I can’t wait until spring when the pet shops start offering more feeder bugs so i can give my salamander a little more variety. I also discovered a new shopping site for my birds to buy better food for them.In case you haven’t figured it out my life revolves around my animals.
i rediscovered that taking too much seroquel makes me eat all the wrong things! wont b doing that again. i also discovered that after dinner i am skint! well, until wednesday anyway lol
I’m discovering an interest in our physical house and all it’s appliances. I’m full of questions and my provider has answers. I never asked questions when I was a kid. No wonder I never had any interests.
With seroquel its like, should I make a healthy smoothie? Oh nah there’s a slice of pizza with garlic sauce for the crust.
I went online and discovered how to make homemade rat poison. I put some in the attic for whatever is running around up there.
I’ve discovered God loves me and that I’m extremely lucky to be alive. I went too fast around a curve in the road and I slid on the ice and almost ran into the sign, like I pumped the brakes and I slammed it in park. I didn’t know what else to do. My dad said I should have steered, but that was the best place I could have slid into honestly. I was THIS CLOSE to the sign! So I also discovered that you shouldn’t speed around curves on solid ice. Well DUH i know, but the ice came out of nowhere, there was no ice and then suddenly, ICE AND SNOW EVERYWHERE! BLOWING TOWARDS MY CAR. So I swerved and then I sped up to beat the massive wind chill and then I almost ran into the sign =
No offense but if I’m gonna die I’m going down high off my ass God bless.
But thank JESUS I didn’t. Thank u. Thank u. Thank u. I will be your messenger, and I will carry the good news of The Lord of Heaven, that schizophrenia is not a curse–it is only an epic trip on existence. One, where you see some really crazy stuff happen that no one else notices, and that you’d rather not notice but not noticing makes u crazier anyways, at least I’m strong enough to handle the truth. That’s why I hung onto my thoughts, and self respect. I love my thoughts and i love my self, and I love the fact that I’m crazy bipolar adhd and schizophrenic because I was born happy. I will die happy.
I will come back and be even happier. And by the time I come back a thousand times, I’m sure I’ll know exactly what everything means from each angle, and it will be cool for once. I hate knowing everything, but u know it works better when what u think is what u know, and if u dont know what u think then—ur screwed. That’s why I just accept that I know very little about the things I do know, and kknow less about what I can’t fathom because the fathoming part just makes me feel like I’m stuck on an endless …
And I hate my psychiatrist…
endless movie where everyone is breaking down, and I can’t stop it. I’m a train tthat keeps goinng and going, and yeah wrecking ball might be an accurate description.
And I CAN control the weather.
ITS MY RIGHT TO believe what i want to believe and feel what I want to feel. But I never tell my doctor wwhat I am truly thinking or feeling, that’s why I come here.
Beccause if she knew that I really thought I could control the weeather, heard voices that gave me good advice and that …is it…aside frrom the whole spy thing, but yeah I don’t tihink it warrants anyone following my path.
I don’t tell people they should be like me, I don’t want people to be crazy like me. It’s a difficult system to overcome. I am happier when I’m faced with the truth lookk everyones sad and deepressed. GET THHE ■■■■ OVER IT!
I’m glad you discovered this, because I’ve always found your advice to be exactly the word of wisdom I needed. Thank you 77nick77
Man you sliding almost hitting a sign, that’s bad for us pot smokers man. Are you a good stoned driver?
I discovered the meaning of “LIFE” !
You too can do the same. Simply pick up a dictionary and look up the word “life”.
I think you have to find the meaning of life yourself. It’s not in a book. I know that was a joke - to shield yourself against seekers.
You and James have a nice holiday kidsister.
Ants in my kitchen! My brother told me this would happen.
It’s so odd that you mention that because we are getting ants too. I wonder what they are looking for. Last year my kid sis salted the carpets… just table salt sprinkled around a little after each time she vacuumed and that seemed to make them go away.
I guess it’s time for salt again.
These came in right after the first rain. I don’t have carpets. I’m going to make sure all the food is sealed away from them.
I discovered over the last few days that I can walk over 5 miles in one day! As long as the weather is good. I’ve been feeling great with all the warmth and sunshine here in Houston.
Blessings,
Anthony