Probably when I got accepted to my school of choice.
Another time I experienced such joy was when I got a really high paying job. I was fired in two months, but hell it felt great.
I fell in love for the first time in a dark situation and it lit up my sky.
Ended like a meteor crashing down to earth though.
I hate drugs now seeing as people with plenty of potential get ā ā ā ā ā ā by them.
You mean like light up a J?
this is funny because I smoked once with my boyfriend and I didnāt feel anything like people describe. I just passed out and slept for a couple of hours
Must have been some gooooood ā ā ā ā then.
we have some other type of weed in beirut. Itās naturally grown over there. If I had my sanity, I would give it a try
Most of the stuff now is GMO weed. I was never a weed man, like a idiot I went hard or went home which I lost at one point.. Learned my lesson , hope others donāt do that .
I donāt really know. I was young and reckless. I was just really lucky not meet anyone that caused major influence in my life. I couldāve easily been a drug addict even though raised in a really good family. I have some friends who started an organization no for drugs.
Thatās what it is those bad āinfluencesā. Took eve rything from me at one point just so I can be a part of something special and different .
Good thing you didnāt.. Iām always happy seeing people not going through that crap and living normal lives.
I used to have a lot of apocalyptic & supernatural type events happening in nature in my dreams. Multiple moons & planets in the sky, tornadoes becoming sentient and trying to communicate, waves behaving radicallyā¦ list could go on.
I think the dreams that stun me the most are ones where I am projected upwards at what feels like the speed of sound. Travelling upward at those speeds is often mind-boggling. I can tell that a force is pulling me upward, though, as in Iām not moving of my own powers.
I like the phrase āSet fire to the skyā reminds me of āKnocking on the sky.ā
Good to see you posting @soitgoes
the first time i got to use the ā death ray ā on the death starā¦friggin awesome !?!
the sky burned brightly that night my friendsā¦
take care
It would have been surfing, Iāve never experienced emotions like it since.
The constant rush and heart beat racing, taking of and getting pitted (barreled) and seeing the backdoor of a barrel as you come out of it and the lip peeling away followed by the wave spitting itās an intense rush and feeling.
my best senses of emotion and energy were when cyclones would hit here in QLD, Australia every so often a cyclone would hit near the cost and we would get 6-10ft+ swell and weād go paddling out of the reefs and just take deeper and deeper waves and get annihilated.
But itās been 3 years since I went in the ocean and Iāve never felt the same since I live out in the country now and now my new rush is waking up at sunrise and walking through quiet bush land where thereās only a house every couple hundred meters thereās an awesome feeling that comes with the sound of the bugs, the heat, the sun on the back of your head and the joy that takes place in that moment. Itās quiet, warm and cosy. but also dangerous because no-ones around. And all us aussies were brought up with the ivan milat storiesā¦
if you want to experience what I said about the surf youtube bodyboarding gopro and imagine yourself in that situation. Itās intense and insane and everything, Itās better then sex, friends, love all of that.hereās a video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPqIqFjIAfE
one day I hope to get into it again, but I can barely leave my house.
Another surferā¦ Iāve never had a chance to surf the huge swellsā¦ but Iāll take what I can get here in the pacific north west.
Yesā¦ being out thereā¦ away from the land noiseā¦ that amazing feeling when your on top of the waveā¦ balanced and in control of the board.
I have to get out into the oceanā¦ it helps keep my head in the right place. Getting away from the shore calms me down a lot.
Sometimes thereās not really much surf at allā¦ but being able to just paddle around out here really calms me downā¦
I hope you can get out there again soon.