I just called NAMI Utah (National Alliance on Mental Illness) and the dude sent me an email with a link, to fill out my information. I just filled out the application or whatever it was. Now, I just have to wait for them to get back to me.
I checked the box for adult support group on Wednesdays, 12:30 PM to 2:00 PM. It’s online, via Zoom. I guess they haven’t gone back to in-person support groups, yet. That’s OK.
I’m kinda nervous that nobody else in the meetings will have a psychotic disorder. I am worried that they might all have depression, and might judge me for being “the actual crazy one” in the group. I’m worried that everyone will judge me if I open up about schizoaffective and what it’s like living with it. I’m just nervous.
Anyway… I’m excited and nervous at the same time.