Due to meds. I am not able to cross a limit of thinking.
I try, I fail, I try, I fail, I try, I fail and forget all the tries and fails.
Or its just doubt, that I dont remember.
Example: I have learnt english language, and I don’t forget it.
Oh, okay I keep using the language so I dont forget it.
Got it, nothing wrong with the brain or meds.
Currently my understanding is bit messed up.
Regards to purpose.
OK!!
“What I recollect, is what I remember !!! Thats me.”
What is the right things to recollect?
OK!!
It should be Skills to earn income.
What about stress at work and the pressure?
OK, I have faced it before!!
Do, Jacobson relaxing technics.
Its so hard to do all the above?
One step at a time,
Its not last minute studies.
Its a marathon, not sprint.
What is the outcome?
“FREEDOM”
Its so hard to gain my freedom.
I think I should live in a forest, and let nature take a toll on me.
I am doomed with these kind of thoughts.