Seeing the world at large

I actually did some thinking the other day. My ideas were prompted by naturallycureds post about nmda antagonists. I guess this has a little bit of unusual beliefs mixed with med compliance and personal realisations. So I was thinking about what thought broadcasting actually was. To me it’s a real thing and although it’s real does not mean it’s a good experience but one of a heightened state of awareness. Otherwise known as seeing by the ancient shamans of Mexico. Not all are able to do it as some do not experience thought broadcasting but it’s sort of like a natural altered state that is slipped into. And the only way to get out of it is an nmda antagonist like haldol or abilify. If your predisposed to slipping into it. How I figured this out was interesting. I was actually reading about nmda antagonists on Google when I found a pure one called mk-801 which led me to erowid experience vaults and someone who was relaying one of their trips mentioned other nmda dissassositives such as memantine which I know is used for mental illness. So anyway. I recalled this passage I read in a castenada book about the story teller experiencing thought broadcasting and the shaman who was teaching him said what it means is that his current world is coming to an end “the end of an era” essentially his old self was dying or disintegrating. Which is the same explanation the shaman gives for seeing. Seeing just being the ability to look at the world directly as it is without bias. Or union between you and the world at large. And he says to see is to be closer to death. Or that you are literally dying faster because your using up your life’s essence to perceive that way. I dunno if this makes sense to anyone else but me but hopefully someone understands.

I will let it be known that I experienced a lot of thought broadcasting and the only thing that pulled me out was haldol. But I think thought broadcasting in small doses might have some inherit value. But when it’s happening all the time it’s no use to anybody.

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What’s the inherit value of thought broadcasting?

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There are psychonauts who might want to experience that sensation to “reach higher levels of enlightenment” or whatever.

I do feel it is somewhat cleansing, but keeping your thoughts pure wherever you go is an utter pain in the ass. I want my mental privacy back.

Can’t wait until my pdoc adds a low dose of Abilify (another NMDA antagonist) to my Paliperidone next week.

Really?
One could understand what could be interesting about hearing voices but what is good about thought broadcasting?

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No I’m not saying it’s good im saying it’s a form of dying faster. But what I mean when I say small doses is sychonisities can give you information if they happen few and far between. Like I’m trying to think of an example. If you read something good about rabbits. And then you happen to see a rabbit or hear someone talk about rabbits later on. It confirms through synchronisity that what you read was good information. This is what I mean.

If thought broadcasting and telepathy are real, they’re not useful to anyone who has a cell phone. It may be useful to former or future generations. I don’t know.

@ablue I think you are talking about synchronocity or serendipity, different than thought broadcasting. one is things happening for unexplained reasons, coincidence vs telelpathy. Can’t really say anyone has a philosophical truth to synchronocity but i have felt it. yeah a serendipity to what i needed, asked for, apppeared. can’t really explain it or argue against it but it seemed sometimes it was there, beyond coincidence. How could that be? i’m not sure. but in dreams telepathy was there but that was dreams.

mexico?
I live near mexico.
There used to be alot of pyote (sp?)
all over mexico, texas, that whole coast area…

It is a hallucinagen and it is powerful and it has messed some people up bad.

It is not the mexicans inparticular that use it. There is an indian reservation and they say it is now difficult to find.

I think you are mistaken. I dont think they just slipped in an altered state which only heavy psych meds could take away.

And I dont think they were mexicans. I think you were lied to.

Well this post went to ■■■■. I might have it removed.

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No we understand. We are all telling you it is a delusion and or a delusion mixed with hallucination.
Some of us are also adding information that might help you disreguard the delusion.

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I don’t understand

Are you a an American Indian? The post merits the question.

Any roots in Meso america?

No why are you asking. I’m half Irish. Half French. And half ukrainian

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*lights up cigarette I forgot what I said

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Because it is important to know as your original post mentioned you believe you are like … How did you word it “ancient mexicans” ?

You are not psychic that way.

I referred to the ancient shamans of Mexico. Otherwise known as toltecs. I never said I was one.

I feel like a rolling gas of thunder whoo

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3 halves? 1515151515

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yes, you used them as an example of the abilities your delusion causes you to believe you have?

Is that not correct? believing one can read thoughts or see the future is a delusion .

That’s right three halves.

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