My day was good and it turned into horror.
I feel horrible.
I m having hot flashes as if it is my menopause because of all the medication.
I have to deal with so much ■■■■ on a daily basis and keep going.
I feel lonely with no future.
I feel like I am surrounded by idiots including my family.
I feel like I am all alone, no one knows how to help me. Is it bad to expect some help from others. I feel alone fighting this illness and making my life of quality. It seems it is delusional. I am so unhappy.
I don’t know what to do, maybe take some Ativan and go to bed.