So, at out school, we have a cop that monitors the campus, and he has become frightening recently.
So, the week before Christmas, I was having some issues with voices declaring that they would kill me or take control of me if I didn’t behave how they want. Right before my finals(no kidding the day before), I got so scared that something would happen if I didn’t succeed in doing well on some stupid test to “prove” I’m worthy to stay in control that I went to a friend for help. She contacted my school counselor, and I was brought in.
My counselor is a nice person and wanted me to go to my phyc, but this a$$hole cop decided that I was some how dangerous and instead declared that I could be a threat(he acted like I couldn’t hear what he was saying). So, instead of going to see my phyc, he confiscated my belongings(looked through them all), and called in another cop to put me in the police car.
I committed no acts of violence just told them the truth of what I was hearing. But, he put more or less detained me in the cop car and brought me to the ER where I got “booty juiced.” A sorts of hell went down after that.
Anyways, now I am back in school, and literally the day I came back, this cop showed up without warning at my house around 5 PM and without a warrant searched my bedroom. It was very uncomfortable, because he told my mother he was just trying to make sure I was in a safe environment but ended up opening every single drawer. He ever took all my stuff out of the drawers and left my room a complete mess of stuff.
According to him, I was detained, so had no civil rights–pretty sure that is bullsh*t but I wasn’t going to argue with a man carrying a gun and taser in my bedroom.
I have to see him everyday, for he waits in front of the school in the mornings, and sometimes walks into classes. He says hi to me too which is beyond terrifying, and has walked into more than a few of my classes to “observe.” I think he is really there just to scare me. I keep seeing him everywhere and he is becoming source of paranoia.
Idk, what to do. I can’t accuse him of something I can’t prove. And, I don’t want to risk being locked up by him again. Btw, I am not a threatening looking person, so I don’t know why he treated me like I was. I am literally a tall-ish girl who who wears a ton of hats and has never caused any problems at school. Thoughts?