I live in America where there are 9 firearms for every 10 people, but owning one as a schizophrenic poses an ethical dilemma… so I choose not to own a gun.
I attended good schools as a youth and had a solid B to B+ work ethic during my healthy years. But that’s worthless after 10 years of not working…
Those are a couple things that piss me off. I’m sure I could go on…
Are you even allowed to have a gun in your state? Most states have laws against people with mental disorders and/or having been committed for mental disorders owning firearms.
I did the same thing. I was on the run and stopped for a few days in Gainesville, FL and bought a short barrel shot gun. MAN. I could have really F’d up.
i had no weapons but me driving a vehicle was surely dangerous. the entities in my head took control of the gas pedal and brakes , and i was just zooming through neighbourhoods and running red lights. it was sketchy AF.
Then I had to lift this huge broken crt tv that was at a park into the back of my truck, then I wasnt allowed to let the tv slide into the front or back of the box or i would “lose the mission”.
Yeah. Driving was a trip for me too. I got pulled over after running like 10 red lights and zooming around town. I had a gun on the back seat but they could t see it thru my tinted windows. I didn’t tell anyone about that. My parents would freak
I drove to Canada. I crossed the border at like 3am. I was mad psychosis. They searched my car and found two guns. Took one and fined me 1000. Coulda been much worse. I was psychotic and had no idea what was going on. I thought the one cop was an alien observing me before they killed me
Yeah, I get it a little. I mean, according to tests I have and had really good cognitive ability.
But schiz makes everything rough
I had more than a few merit rolls. Went to a private school for a bunch of years with a bunch of relatively privelaged little a-holes. They thought they were hot stuff because their families were upper middle class in a poor area.
They tried to bully me and other poor kids as a form of entertainment.
Signed up for college but transportation failed to arrive for orientation day twice. That wasn’t going to work. I found that funny as I knew them to get certain people in town to work reliably.
Not to be mean, but I don’t think those guns would improve your life too much. A home invasion or something is highly unlikely.
I don’t know what else to say except I hope your weekend is good or at least getting better.
At 20 y.o., I attempted suicide by driving at 200kmh during a snowstorm, there was ice under the snow. My car hit the side metal and flipped in the air landing on its top. I broke the window and got out. I was bleeding from my knee but no bone damage. I had shattered glass in my eyes that the Dr pulled out. Police were sure that I took drugs, they made me do tests and brought me to a hospital in an ambulance.