I had a horrible day. One of these days where i think to myself to grow up. I managed to calm down. Even as a sz i feel i got responsibilities and duties. Like taking medications. Sometimes i wish getting told off but it seems i don’t do anything wrong.
I was able to sleep through it. Still not sure if it was in my head or not. Luckily today there is no noise.
I just got off Abilify to eventually switch to rexulti and I’m regretting it. The Abilify blocked most of the synchronicities that were happening and it happened again after a few days off. Feels like being attacked spiritually.
Hi everyone. I’m just messing around. Too cold to go anywhere today. Slightly down but it should get better as the day goes on.
Too cold to do anything here, I have a ton of cleaning but blah lol
Why am I up at nine in the morning? It feels like a hangover and I don’t even drink anymore. I swear I’m genetically nocturnal.
Being out here away from all the crap makes me feel like I could actually take another stab at life one of these days. I really, really hope I don’t have to stay in VA long. I’ve been improving since I got here.
have pdoc appointment soon hope i am not late and wont have to wait a long time
I’m watching a nature show and there was a segment on sea horses. I had no idea that sea horses are actually classified as fish.
Really? Fish? That’s wild. No one thinks of them as fish, but then when you think about it, what else would they be classified as?
It’s amazing that some people keep seahorses as pets. I also understand that some can be deadly poisonous. Cool.
Some are even considered an edible delicacy in some countries. This world really is fascinating.
I bet you 50 bucks Anthony Bourdain ate a seahorse at one point. I miss that guy.
AB ate everything. I miss him too. My grandma says I cook and eat weird ■■■■ all the time. I told her watch AB. Compared to him I’m Willy Wonka.
Got my guitar today
For the money it was more than I was expecting. Gonna jump into it in a bit here.
I had a decent night at work last night. I was nodding off in the chair when my boss walked in half an hour early to relieve me. Oh well.
One of our female semi-regular customers told me I’m “hot.” That was a nice self-esteem boost. I find her attractive, and she appears to be right around my age, 40-ish. I should’ve gone for it, gotten her number; oh well, I’m sure I’ll see her in there again.
I hope y’all are enjoying your Saturday.
Life is funny 654332
That’s one on my favorite shows! Unfortunately, living in the US, YouTube clips are the only way I get to watch it.
making progress on my nook. I got everything out of the boxes and organized as it will be put together. all I need is a phillips screwdriver, flathead screwdriver, and allen wrench. I think I could probably put it together by myself, but im going to wait until my dad is free and we’ll put it together. right now he’s entertaining my army uncle and my aunt. he said he would come by when they left.
I’m home alone for about 6 hours today. Don’t really know what to do with myself. I already had a few cups of coffee and took a bath. Mostly just been scrolling around on my phone. Should probably take advantage of no one being here and clean, but I don’t feel like it.
How sad is it that I am excited to try out my hamburger chopper? It is like a spatula with an X shaped end.