Cox is coming tomorrow to install Homelife in my house. It’s some kind of security and automation thing. I don’t really want it but they said it will lower my cable bill $75 per month.
They are going to put a camera outside. They asked me if I wanted one inside and I said no way.
Okay. Chores are almost done. Got to do dishes and then I will work on calligraphy for a while.
I started watching Boyz in the Hood but lost interest.
Yeah, i don’t even mess with movies anymore because i lose interest in them. I just can’t seem to stay focused.
Made sausage ragu and cheesy polenta for dinner and it was less than successful.
It was okay, I guess, but now that I’m cooking more I expect more from myself.
Maybe the recipe was just wonky.
I feel great.
Don’t want to jinx myself though. I had a busy day and didn’t spend any of it ruminating. Just feels good to be upbeat for a change. I just watched Ant Man and the Wasp from redbox, particularly to see what happens in the post credits scene. I was not disappointed!
I’m actually abt to watch that episode of TZ worl of difference rn @anon54386108! S’gonna be great! Oy vey, hopefully I get through the whole thing. 
Okie dokie. I feel better that my place looks a little better now. I’m thinking I may make a grilled cheese in a bit on the Foreman.
I love night time around here. My neighbor’s kids are school aged so they are in bed early and then she quiets down.
So the town fire siren just blasted. I hope no one’s home is on fire. This would be an awful night to be out in the cold.
I’m so effing pissed right now. I drove all the way to work, and it turned out someone else was supposed to work tonight. My boss did not inform me of that. I asked for last Thursday night off, because of the interview I had the following morning, but maybe my boss misunderstood and thought I need all Thursdays off. Ugh. The other guy was fine with going home and letting me work, but when we got a hold of the assistant manager he told me I had to go home and the other guy had to work. ■■■■■■■■. All that drive time and probably $7 worth of gas burned for nothing.
I’m making Mac and Cheese for supper. At almost 11 PM but that’s okay. I have an insider at the Post Office who said they always need route drivers. I know if I did well on the test I’d be a fill in driver to start but I’ll see what happens. I’m thinking just working in the office would better suit my temperment
Mac and cheese sounds good. I melt shredded sharp cheddar into mine. 
I think I’m going to make a big Caesar salad soon. I was annoyed that the grocery store still didn’t have any romaine lettuce, even though it’s recently been cleared as okay now. I suppose it will take a little time for them to get it back in stock; I have to settle for green leaf lettuce. Oh well.
Maybe in the morning, since I’m sure I’ll be up all night, I’ll make the Bird’s Eye chicken florentine I have in the freezer, good stuff.
I’m cheating by making box stuff. I prefer to boil the macaroni and goo the heck out of it with Velveeta but eh… another day.
My arm hurts where I got my shot. I think we did the same arm 2 months in a row and that’s why it hurts so much more than normal.
I’m about to go to bed. I’ve been staying up too late lately.
Lately is a funny word.
Yeah, that sucks. My nurse is very careful to alternate arms.
I’m watching Split. James McAvoy looked like he had too much fun playing those characters. Lol and et cetera
I must be falling into a depression. I made it 30 minutes into Split and it’s been paused for 20 minutes. Aye yeye.
Sorry to hear that, Skunk. Hopefully that’s not the case.
I’ve been doing a crazy amount of posting on here today. I hope I’m not getting depressed again but it seems like I’m doing it more in an effort to stay distracted. Hope I’m not annoying other members. I’
You’re fine; I doubt anyone is annoyed.
Well thank you @freakonaleash
I’m sorry about your work troubles today. Some managers are tough to understand.
Yeah, I’m still pretty pissed about it. I’m losing out on ten hours of pay. Well, nine and a half; I’ll be damned if I’m not getting paid for the half hour I worked tonight, at least get a few dollars. That was ten hours of pay that I desperately needed, though.