I just realized that itās okay to have an eclectic approach to life. I donāt have to narrowly adopt one single system of beliefs. I love learning and exploring the world even if itās all done while in my own home.
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@goodnight-moon there is hope. Have you reached out to anyone on sz.com. Plenty of us can remind you of how important you are and help you get through this. Drs and meds can help and the support of good friends such as @chemwex whoās responded, you can actually breathe again! Fo reals, wouldnāt it be nice to focus on simply breathing in and out and listening to what your body needs? Best of luck and plz be honest with a dr or care professional because your self worth is invaluableā:hugs:
ļø:hugs:. I personally have dealt with sz for over 20 years and have no idea why Iām still alive except. Iāve been in the darkest of places and so have others feel free to talk about as much as you want. THERE is always someone who can relate
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Yeah i feel crazy today 
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I think itās something we all feel. Well off to kneading bread I go!
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Means for me i feel very good, not sad, not mad etcc
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Awesomeness. I love hearing that people are on the right track! Ty for sharingš¤
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Applied for jobs today, gonna go apply for some more later.
I hope hope hope I get one!
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Best of luck!!!
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Just got up, having my coffee. Slept two hours longer than I intended, but itās no big deal, donāt have to leave for campus for another 3 or 3 1/2 hours, so whatever.
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It feels like the start to another sad day today. 
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If you look around site, lots of people agree wih today being sadā¦
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One minute ago: Can i say anything? (Posts random beliefs, then gets flagged, receives official warning, gets banned etc etcā¦ One minute later: LoL i guess not 
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hard to be around ppl, they make me mad and im often filled with rage. hoping that irons out soon.
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So, I got an email regarding an application I put in two days ago for dishwasher.
The email gave the restaurantās phone number and told me to call and ask to speak with a manager.
I might just wait until tomorrow to call.
I need to think about this, if I really want to wash dishes for hours on end.
My first question for the manager would be whether or not the dishwashers take breaks and lunches.
Itās crummy work, and it feels a bit beneath me, but I need a job that offers breaks/lunches, and I have bills to pay.
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Sometimes you just have to do what you can to make the bills,
Even if that means crappy work, if theyāre offering breaks, thatās better than the pharmacy.
When I got myself into credit card debt a couple years ago I had to go get a āreal jobā to start paying back.
After getting fired from a couple good jobs, I finally broke down and started housekeeping at a high end hotel/resort.
There was nothing fancy about it.
The work was hard, I got paid little, but I met some really cool people and didnāt have the same pressures on me that I did with my āreal jobā.
All I had to do was clean, no thinking about it. Something about that was nice.
Maybe the dishwasher job wonāt be so bad after all.
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Yeah, maybe.
It would be nice to work a job where I donāt have to answer phones or interact with the public a whole lot.
Iām thinking about it.
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i am heavier than ive ever been at 190, i feel like i need to start jogging and will try today. maybe i can find a pace where i dont feel like im just punishing my feet and ankles. maybe ill be surprised with what i can do. or maybe ill shuffle home in defeat. if i dont get around to it today i can try later this week. just gotta check the weather.
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I think the perphenazine is making me really irritable. I donāt like it.
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I deleted most of my game apps for phone. I kept mental math and sudoku. Iām hoping to get back into math. Is brainhq the best app for cognitive training? I find most of the training apps pricey, use less, and boring. I think brainhq has the best research to back it up, right? Iāve seen it advertised here.
