I just got up early and got a bath. Today is my daughterās birthday party! Iām excited and nervous. Not very many people are going to be there. Not as many as we originally thought. But thatās okay. Sheāll still be happy and sheās too young to know better.
I had a Sarah and Duck cake made for her. I have to go pick it up in a couple hours. I hope it turned out well! Iām excited to see how she reacts to it. Iām excited enough that with my luck she probably wonāt even care. Lol
i may abandon my parents and move across the countryā¦i want to but think i may regret it later on in life. i have an older sister who still lives close who could see after them when they get older. i think Iām going to send her email asking for advice.
i want to move and work in the wine industry for a career. that would put me in Washington Oregon or Californiaā¦ i think it would be a good way to get old.
take a shower
I havenāt had a shower since Thursday morning, really need one.
Hit an atm and grocery store
I have very little food on hand. Iām making goulash tonight, at least need to buy the ground beef, tomatoes and so on to make that.
If I do those things I will feel like today was a success.
so go where you need to grow, if a need comes back so will you. most likely they want you fulfilled, content. @Lifer. Parents raise you to become your own person.
I need to go grocery shopping, too. But i feel like thereās already a lot going on today even though thereās really not. I may wait until tomorrow.
I just want to sleep. My neighbor listening when I was yelled at
I canāt ā ā ā ā ā ā ā stand this. Theyāll use what they hear to have others harass me.
Iām restless and tired at the same time.
I think Iām still dissociating a bit too.
The people who work here gave me some ice packs to sort of stimulate my senses and keep me grounded, but it didnāt really work.
Now all the ice has melted.
I donāt want to ask for more seroquel, it makes me drowsy and gives me weird dreams.
Well, I just got out of the shower, so Iāve completed one of the things I set out to do today. I feel better knowing Iām clean and donāt smell bad.
It will be a while before I go for groceries. I might have a cup of coffee soon, maybe have something to eat, brush my teeth, then eventually see about going for groceries.
I donāt understandā¦I woke up at 12 pm still feeling tired even thought that would mean I got like 11 hours of sleep. And I made a very hearty and healthy breakfast for myself, a boiled egg, a whole grain English muffin, a banana and carrots. And I am still foggyā¦drained of energyā¦sleepyā¦I took my modafinilā¦so why am I feeling like thisā¦
I got groceries and went and serviced my equipment, will mow the lawn in a bit, so did a lot today, oh and I went shopping and got all the stuff I needed to service my equipment, GO ME!!!