Just emailed Little LED’s doctor again. She’s still having issues and I’m really frustrated with what to do about it. The gi specialist just brushed us off. I think because I was acting a little weird and he was just trying to get rid of us.
Ugh. I’m going to have to make phone calls about this and it’s making me really anxious. It’s easily the worst part of basic parenting. Calling doctors and keeping up with who said what when. That’s why I prefer to do everything via email through the patient portal, but they’re not responding. So now I have to call.
2 more hours before my support group starts. I’m a little too tired to go today but my mom kind of forced me. Also did 35 minutes of jogging and some resistance training using my new app. I’m waiting at the library and my phone is dying, so I’ll probably go borrow a new book. I’m doing a lot of exercise and reading and support group lately, but things feel a little flat. Maybe because I’m not being independent like before. Not driving, seeing friends much, or doing some kind of work. The hiking lately has been fun. I’m just missing the feeling of being productive. But I don’t trust myself with a job while I’m still feeling a little paranoid.
Hey there Thai! I am well, just trying to stay warm haha.
I got a new book today, American Gods by Neil Gaiman. It’s used, and there’s a little bit of water damage on the first few pages. But I got a pretty sweet deal on it.
I’m proud of you. You’re doing things…I wish I could get out more. It’s so tough with agoraphobia. I would read more if I could. Without a car, the library is too far away.
Very stoked for Captain Marvel and Avengers Endgame. Apparently Captain Marvel has a cat named Goose, I’m assuming he’s named after Anthony Edwards in Top Gun. There’s a promotion for the movie with her cat wearing her sunglasses: