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After today I have just three more days of teaching, then I’m off for two months. Have to make this commute only three more times.

I wonder if I can get unemployment after teaching, since I’ll be out of work by no fault of my own, didn’t quit or get fired, just sort of like a layoff. There simply were no hours available for me for the July/August term.

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i more or less “came out” to my therapist about my eating disorder today and she wants to refer me to a specialist because she thinks its serious. i dont know how im gonna tell my grandmother that im going to see an ed specialist when she doesnt even know i have one…
we also discussed personality issues and she whipped out her dsm and went down the list for symptoms of some personality disorders and said while she thinks im more borderline than histrionic, i meet enough criteria for both to be diagnosed. she got my permission to discuss that and the eating disorder business with my nurse practitioner. i go back in a week. im nervous :no_mouth:

Man the game of thrones books are good.

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@anon35166066, do you like the band the Melvins by any chance?

zoloft isnt working for me, gonna go back on cymbalta and deal with the side effects.

I take Dakota out to eat all the time. This is Sheba’s first trip.

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Thanks for reminding me of that @Ninjastar. Today was an especially trying day between us two. I’m mentally exhausted again.

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I’m reading the book Lolita now and finished Animal Farm the other day. Next is either The Good Earth or 1984. :slight_smile:

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It sucks to not have anybody nice to talk to.

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My husband joined a pool league and now I’m going to be all alone on Tuesday nights.

I have mixed feelings.

Of course, I want him to have fun,

And its only one night a week.

Still, I feel lonely and hate that it puts me out of my routine.

I’m so selfish.

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Sheba did good. She had a hamburger patty. I had blackened catfish and crawfish tails.

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Spend your Tuesday nights with us! :slightly_smiling_face:

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Ah those are all classic books, Skunk!

I’ve always meant to read the Good Earth. :slight_smile:

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@korieve. I think it’s good that you were candid with your therapist. This should help her devise a more comprehensive treatment plan for you.

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This is a nice heartwarming story.

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Embarrassing :weary: We went to go pet sit/learn how to care for two different family’s dog’s today and both of the families happened to have an unneutered male dog and both of them just BEELINED for my crotch. Ughhh. And the second one it happened with had its junk poking out and when I would shove it off started licking itself. If I was sitting and stood up it would lick the chair where I had been sitting!! Really awkward and disturbing. Please neuter your dogs!! Both of them were definitely old enough to have been fixed.

I guess it shouldn’t bother me because they’re just dogs but it weirded me out for some reason. Plus just uncomfortable to have happen in front of strangers & family.

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Yeah, people really should neuter their pets.

I’m sorry that happened to you. I would’ve been really embarrassed as well.

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my thoughts on college ping pong between “oh god im gonna fail out so hard” and “damn im gonna do so well” lol

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I’m too scared to go to bed, having a lot of intense dreams and nightmares these days.

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something im confused about is that the therapist and nurse practitioner i see seem to think my autism rather than a psychotic disorder is to blame for my hallucinations/delusions? ive tried researching it but i dont see anything saying those are particularly common in people with just asd. ive seen studies showing that people with asd are more likely to develop a psychotic disorder, but nothing about just plain asd causing hallucinations or delusions. idgi. sometimes i feel like they just dont want to label me schizophrenic because im high functioning/self aware.