bought a 30 dollar tobacco pipe online because im smoking a carton of cigarettes every 5 days. its cheaper and i did used to smoke one. it dissapeared when i was in the hospital. a 50 dollar pipe that was. im anticipating this very much. i can sit on the deck all day and smoke my pipe.
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Just got back from grocery shoppingā¦
Gonna restart weight watchers tomorrowā¦
I need to lose like 15 pounds before July 8th. I think I can do itā¦ I hope 
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I really want to move into the woods. Iāve been obsessing unhealthy about it for a week. I imagine life on acreage/hunting deer/etc better than what Iām doing now.
It would be a huge deal
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Last Summer I started to take cold showers to see if it helped with the fibromyalgia inspired by Wim Hoff. After a month of cold showering my symptoms eased. I kept it up for 5 months and had a hot shower on xmas day. The shower was so good that I couldnāt face getting under another freezing shower.
I was in remission of fibromyalgia for a further 4 months. Then the pain came back and I started cold showering again. It has taken a month for the symptoms to abate again.
3 minutes duration and it is hard but for me it really works and worth it. The cold water provokes an immune response is the science behind it. Why not try it? 
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Volodymyr Oleksandrovych Zelenskyy
Also known as Lion Zelenskyy !
Walking all over puny Putinā¦ā¦
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I hate when that happens.
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I feel weird on effexor. But Iām gonna keep going.
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The two different but similar description refers to the two different but similar herpes viruses, not the herpes virus with the pimples. @schizophrenisaurus sorry, but @Blossom is not wrong.
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ā ā ā ā
I have no long term plan in life.
How do you guys plan for the future?
And what I mean is, do you do you? Or does someone else take care of you?
Seems like most people on here have a caretaker.
I donāt have something like that anymore.
But I gotta figure a plan for the future. So at least I can stay alive
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I mostly have my husband and parents taking care of meā¦
I honestly donāt have my own plans for the futureā¦ I just try to go with the flow.
Sorry, I guess I donāt have advice to help you 
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Thank you for this ā I am passing it along to a friend who is suffering a bit.
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Hey kiddos!!
Not much going on here today. Just dicken around lol.
I put on my new carpenter jeans. Theyāre super baggy, and look kinda funny, but I donāt care because theyāre super comfy.
I plan on wearing them until theyāre all funky then giving them a good wash. I suppose thatās what they mean by making them youāre own. 
Free hugs for my schiz thugs!
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Been having voices today but nothing awful just my name being called and a beeping sound that I may hear with my tablet. Oh well. Nothing new.
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Some days and moments I think āI miss the days before szā then I remind myself I have to live in the moment and that Iām still semi-capable of the same things
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Iām creeping up on āofficial old personā status, and I have been thinking about what Iām gonna do when (if) Iām an oldster. Keep on doing what I do now I guess, I only have my brother and he can hardly take care of himself. Keep going till something strikes me down I suppose, then deal with that. No other option.
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I went from healthy at 30 to sick at 38 at the speed of light!
Everything after getting sick is just a blur. It took a large chunk of my life with it, and now I have to find a way to recover even more somehow.
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I am probably starting to sound like a broken record but ever since I found my passion in life 
things have been much better for the last year. Depression is not as long lasting and deep and voices come and go. Anxiety is on and off.
Not saying finding a passion is a solution but it worked wonders in my life.
Hope you can continue on your road of recovery Agent. You and your brother.
-S
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Donāt you have a job though Skunk?
Thatās my only ambition right now, find a part time job to supplement disability. My grandparents will probably help me get a car but only on the condition that Iām working in some capacity. Right now Iām living the life of a retired person, and I was happy in that state for a few years in California, but Iām being lightly pressured by family members to get back out there.
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Isnt herpes those guys that carry your bags up Mt Everest???
Edit: sherpes not herpes
Edit: doh! Sherpas
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