Say Anything V is for Vanilla Ice Cream

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I feel like ive made myself stupid. I got the highest test scores in my grade by far in high school but the lowest grades. I remember some counsellor in high school telling me this and she asked me why and i dont even remember because i know i didnt understand anything about myself back then. I just always thought institutional structures are ■■■■■■■■ but never knew how to express this in a way that they could understand. Tests were always easy because they were only a couple hours at most and i could figure out answers on the spot but i couldnt pay attention in any class or focus on my homework so i got a 1.4 gpa and ended up working low paying agricultural jobs and getting drunk and stoned every night

Now i just sit around and listen to the voices in my head and i cant concentrate on a single thing. I cant even watch movies anymore. I feel stupid now.

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Don’t you judge him! The @TheCanuk and I used to slang crackalax in the projects. You have no idea of the demons he’s seen.

:crazy_face: :wink:

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Are you on any medication for the voices?

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I didn’t go to bed.

Did anyone else see bill Maher tonight?

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No i just decided to ask for help so im waiting for medication now. I always assumed it was normal and that it was just demons attacking me.

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Some day I hope to be the oldest schizophrenic on the internet.

If I match the average lifespan of my grandfathers I will live to be 99.5 years old exactly. they say a lot is genetics.

Imma be ‘round for a while. Anyone else?

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Actually long life as a schizophrenic probably isn’t desirable. Idk…

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That’s good. The medication should help you.

@anon99082702 I don’t have HBO but I’m a big fan of Bill Maher.

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When they were first around they were kinda hardcore/thrash, so that’s possible. Later they were more concept/progressive metal

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Oh cool! I used to listen to a lot of hardcore. Blood for Blood, Gorilla Biscuits, Chain of Strength. Stuff like that.

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I get it for $10 a month. Watching that and ‘last week tonight’ with Jon Oliver make it worth it.

I also have paramount + for 60 minutes

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Do you have any streaming favorites?

My neighbors gave me a big screen tv for free and I watch more now.

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Cool. I love 60 Minutes. Does that still come on every Sunday, on CBS I think?

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Yeah. Every Sunday.

Very informative programming

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Yeah, pretty solid journalism there.

The only streaming service I have is Amazon video. I watch a lot of Riff Trax on it lol.

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Hotel California by The Eagles is an underrated song

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I think i have an alcohol problem. The only time i feel normal is when im drunk. Alcohol is the only thing that keeps me from going insane.

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Oh, man. Alcohol is a bad one

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Has anyone ever had a pdoc check their veins in the exam room?

I’ve had 2 out of 3 AP subscribers do this. Not every time. But they’ve both done it

Idk what they were looking for

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That’s really weird. I’ve heard of doctors and nurses doing that to check for needle marks from drug use, but never a pdoc. Maybe there’s a bad opioid problem in your area. But then again there’s an opioid epidemic throughout entire America atm.

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