Yeah I guess. I just get tired of being analyzed and rejected, itās easier just not to bother.
I ate some pizza. But it was like at first i couldnt eat right. Idk it was really weird. I was so disgusted with the food bc i was paranoid and it was so bland tasting even tho my partner said it wasnt. Has anyone had this while in psychosis? I had some soda earlier and it tasted fine.
I was just using myself as an example. You have to really keep an open eye when youāre out and about.
I agree that dating sites can be a little lame. Maybe try Plenty of Fish, and look for a cool artsy hippie girl who doesnāt give a shite about a manās car or salary.
Kind of. When Iām in psychosis Iām usually not hungry at all.
I plan on calling social security tomorrow and getting off. I like ticket to work and DOR. Dad thinks i should get a job at costco, but i rather work in a warehouse or do basic things without customers. Maybe home depot? Costco is great but im really not excited about it. Seems stressful.
Im indifferent about costcoā¦
I gotta figure out health insurance for low income americans. I qualify but most likely need to get off vraylar and get on latuda ie up the dose.
Im permanently disabled but stuck in poverty due to the assest limit ie poverty trap. I think i can work part time and live at home. Why not try? Im doing better.
I think dad only wants me to work at costco because he wants to work there or get a discount lolā¦
I donāt really feel like dating anyone either I just had all the girls ganging up on me flinging their hair at me and calling me gay over here. I am starting to dislike women. So happy I can be on disability and not throw my life away just working.
God Iām stuffed. Just ate two huge pieces of lasagna.
Iām thinking about buying a new new laptop with Windows 10 with my stimulus check.
Tired. Somewhat sleepy. But also a bit anxious. And mind wonāt rest. So Iām sort of stuck.
Would be good if I could just force myself into a sleep though.
Iām really wanting to eat right now, but itās past the time Iām allowed to eat. On the 16:8 diet Iām on, I can eat Noon to 8pm.
Hey folks!
Just woke up, laid down about 8 and back up 11:45. Not feeling tired atm.
We just got buckets of rain dumped on usā¦ducks decided to take up residence in the parking lot thereās about five or six of them out there just honking away! Mollyās in the window dreaming of ālunchā making those kitty cat noises.
So how are yāall doing tonight?
Im just a normie with schizophrenia.
Haha! Molly sees a potential snack huh?
Iām doing pretty good though. I canāt stay up too late tonight because I have a recertification appointment tomorrow morning.
Iām a little stressed if Iāll be able to make it in time.
Good luck bud. As we say, may your day be filled with ease!
Thanks bud! Are you watching any movies tonight?
I was going to watch The Dark and The Wicked but Iāll probably wait until tomorrow. I got it from the library.
Right now, Iām in front of the computer and canāt see the tv screen. Perry Mason is about to come on for the night hours on Sundance, so thatās what Iāll be watching. Light and predictable nothing triggering tonight.
Right on! I just ordered a new thriller Alone, and CHUD 2 LOL!
Well sis is back on the ciggies. Thank you cigarette companies for putting addictive crap in your product as well as carcinogens.
I was literally just motivated to quit after reading something and thinking it through.
I hate that sheās relapsed. I hope she quits them. They stink. Literally and figuratively.