Im scared all the time too crystal
I heard olanzapine takes away such horrible feelings.
Have you tried it?
Or a relaxant.
Hope you feel better soon @Rainstorm 
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Hey y’all, I hope you’re doing okay.
I’m at work, just past 7pm, been here over ten hours and I just ate for the first time today. I get so nervous when I’m here that I have a hard time eating. Well, less than an hour until we close, looking forward to it.
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Hope you are able to relax @freakonaleash .
And enjoy your day.
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Thanks, yeah I’ll be home and able to relax in a couple hours.
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I went to bed at 1 AM. I had trouble falling asleep. I woke up at 2 PM. It’s an improvement. I ate. I’m still kind of tired. I’ve been taking my medication at night now.
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Got a friend maybe coming over tonight. He recently got diagnosed with SZA bipolar like I have. We’re a lot a like but haven’t heard from him in a while. Maybe since we’re a lot alike that’s why I haven’t heard.
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Made it home, trying to chill but my back is really bothering me. Normally the pain comes in the middle of my back, along my spine, pinched nerve. This time it’s across my lower back, like more of a muscular pain. Weird.
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curesz foundation is pretty cool. The founder is a successful, recovered schizophrenic.
I’m watching this video now:
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Good greetings!
Howdy 
!
My little dog 
is getting his hair cut soon.
I’ll see if I can post a photo of him in his new hair cut in a day or two.
Help him keep cool 
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am depressed now cause of my ■■■■ reputation. Hope you guys have had a good day
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Just woke up. I didn’t sleep much. Hope you’re doing okay guys
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I’d say just about everyone I’ve known off meds has a negative opinion of me.
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it sucks. i wish i could start over. oh well. i should focus on my health. making a healthy vege curry for dinner.
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On the positive side you can’t really live dependent on other people’s opinions of you. But at the same time I still wince thinking about some mortifying things I’ve done.
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Friend came over for a few hours. Talking to a psychotic person is intense. Glad they got to come over. Had to call it early.
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true, i think i was too used to positive attention back when i was pretty. Now its the complete opposite. Oh well.
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Beauty and youth are only temporary. Meds might have caused you to lose a few years, but it’s something we all have to be resigned to anyway.
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